Excruciating Agony: A Personal Struggle Against the Enigmatic Pain of Cluster Headaches
It was a dreary weekday morning in September 2016. I worked as a educator, trying to settle a new group of students, when a sharp pain bloomed behind my one eye. It was followed by quick jolts, similar to electric shocks. As each class progressed, the pain eased and then returned with greater intensity. Multiple times that day I handed over a teaching assistant with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the agony remained unrelenting.
The attacks appeared repeatedly that fall, and once more in spring, soon establishing an yearly pattern. The autumn months were the worst, then February and March. I could anticipate the pattern: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown agony in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a GP finally referred me to a neurologist and I was diagnosed with cluster headache disorder.
This condition typically begin with severe pain around a single eye that lasts up to several hours.
Approximately one in 1,000 people suffer by the disorder, and males are more often diagnosed. Attacks typically begin with sudden, excruciating pain focused on a single eye that peaks within minutes and continues for up to three hours. Episodes come in clusters, every day or multiple times a day, and are accompanied by tearing eyes, sagging eyelids or facial perspiration. I have the episodic form, which arrives in seasonal cycles; others have chronic attacks, defined by the absence of extended pain-free periods.
What connects sufferers is the severity. One research paper scored the sensation at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than broken bones or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster headache patients reported thoughts of self-harm amid attacks; the number fell to 4% when they were pain-free.
Val Hobbs, in her seventies, a long-term patient from Pembrokeshire, finds this understandable. Her episodes started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and hit my head. That was attributed to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition deteriorated through childhood. Drinking in her teens, like many causes, made things more intense. After drinking alcohol at her graduation party, she recalls barely being able to see on the bus home.
Her relatives often mistook her episodes as intoxicated episodes. Support finally came from her parent and then from her husband, her spouse. “I was very fortunate to find such an exceptional person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after moving, but often concealed her illness. She was dismissed from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her definitive diagnosis came in 2002 at a specialist hospital.
Nevertheless, the inability to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as unreliable as a co-worker, and even having to be cared for by her family during the incapacitation caused by the worst episodes. “It steals from you of the small liberties we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She recalls obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an attack inside a portable toilet.
Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The first description of headache comes by way of the ancient civilizations in antiquity,” write experts in a publication on the subject. They attributed the ailment to an malevolent spirit who afflicted his sufferers' heads.
Historical healing texts suggest bizarre remedies for what modern experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the medieval times, migraine was recognised as a separate condition, with therapies including herbal concoctions to other, more folk remedies.
It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his medical observations, he describes a patient “afflicted with a very severe headache happening and vanishing each day at specific hours”.
The disorder were only officially recognised by global headache committees in the late 1980s. From the 1960s to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery which supplies blood to the head. Leading experts in diagnosing the condition note this.
In 1998, researchers published the results of a research project for which they had induced attacks in patients and observed the episodes in a brain scanner. The results, published in a prominent medical publication, showed activation of the hypothalamus, which is responsible for human circadian rhythm, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.
Despite such advances, identification remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's symptoms began in 1986 and felt like “a balloon being blown up behind my left eye”. GPs thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four surgeries before eventually being correctly identified in recently, after a doctor researched his symptoms.
Specialists say wait times in diagnosing and managing occur because patients are rarely seen mid-attack. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in agony,” a doctor says. He works by ruling out other common headache conditions, such as tension-type headache, before diagnosing cluster headaches. A detailed patient history is crucial: on which part of the head do signs occur? For how much time? What season? Are there precipitating factors, such as certain foods? Certain features such as redness, sagging eyelids and stuffy nose help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be sent to dedicated centers. But a lot of first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.
Dorothy Chapman, 78, has suffered from the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth extracted because dental professionals misunderstood her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When another patient sought help from a support group, it was she who replied. I remember calling a support line during an attack in early 2021; a calm volunteer guided me through oxygen treatment and medication until the attack eased.
National guidelines on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine drug administered by injection. No oral painkillers or opioids should be used. Preventive choices include verapamil, which apparently soothes the bouts of well-known individuals.
But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a clearer treatment pathway and help general practitioners avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the cycle determines the approach.” Brief bouts with occasional attacks are handled with abortive therapy alone. Longer or more intense periods require preventative medications such as certain drugs, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a cycle – an procedure into the side of the head where the discomfort is that reduces nerve activity.
The national guidance need updating to reflect a